There comes that time of the year where we all have to reflect on the things we did the whole year. Time to reflect, time to repent.
This happens each year and unannounced, most people stay on their toes the whole year, calculating, anticipating and hoping that this does not come anytime soon or it will mean a great deal of change in their lives, their outlook and possibly, their stability.
Dreadful thing it is when you’re waiting, hanging and unsure.
It’s like waiting for Santa Claus during christmas eve when you were four years old.
You’re lying there in your bed, peeking under the sheets, door left ajar and through that gap you can see the lights from the tree twinkle and shine on the wall of the living room.. Waiting.. Anticipating..
Oh that pressuring feeling you get as your insides turn, twist and bang into your pancreas.
You hate this feeling that you get once a year.
You wish to sleep through this and wake up when its over.
The stress.
All the waiting.
Paranoia.
Annual Drug Test.
But not me, I’m clean.
:)

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